Anyone Know What These Lyrics Actually Mean?

Question by John: Anyone know what these lyrics actually mean? I have been writing this song for a long time now, and am almost ready to finally perform it with my band, but I kinda was feeling iffy on the lyrics. I like to imprint a special message or a personal experience of mine into my writing, but try not to make it too obvious at the same time, I don’t always conciously do this, but I feel